and a month goes by....

I have yet to begin my battle with my weight. I always find excuses. Now, I'm single and forced to be the "fat" friend because all of the people I hang out with are skinny without trying. I continue to put on weight and now I'm officially 50 pounds heavier than I was when I started college 4 years ago. I have stretch marks on my arms, legs, butt, hips and pretty much everywhere you can imagine. I have begun shopping in the plus size side because things just aren't fitting me anymore. I'm not comfortable with my body at all and I hope to begin losing weight before summer starts because I do not want to be the fat lifeguard. I like wearing my 2 piece suit and that simply isn't going to happen this year if I look like I do now and weight as much or more than I do now. I need to change my life and hopefully a little break from classes over winter break will give me the push I need to whip myself into shape and start my life in a new direction!

Wish me luck...